租車後第一晚是我們最狼狽的一次。晚上抵達Belfast,在沒有選擇下入住Ramada
Encore Hotel(見住宿篇),不設車位,我們得把車泊在酒店門外的街位。Belfast位於北愛,用英鎊,我們這兩個「求其旅人」卻只有歐羅在身,完全沒有預備英鎊!那怎麼付款呢?我們在停車場研究了一會,發現原來可以用信用卡付款,方法是致電註冊一個戶口,啟動付款機制,直至離開停車場時再致電通知,系統即停止計算收費,從信用卡扣除款項。於是,第一晚的困窘得以解決。
Whitney Houston的歌,是我在學生年代參加歌唱比賽常選的歌,因為有難度夠討好,而我亦因此接觸到“The Greatest Love of All”。多年來,久不久總會重溫這首歌,發現在不同成長階段,歌詞觸動我的地方都有所不同……
大學時期至畢業之初,這一段不斷給我力量去堅持所選的窄路:
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone’s shadow
If I fail, if I succeed, at least I’ll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me, they can’t take away my dignity
當我曾在戲劇教育路上感孤單時,以下幾句鼓勵著我:
Everybody’s searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfilled my needs
A lonely place to be, and so I learned to depend on me
然後,在學生年代對第一段歌詞從來沒有太大感覺的我,現成為教育工作者後有了不一樣的體會:
I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children’s laughter remind us how we used to be
今天,在偶爾感到迷失、軟弱的時候,我會記得以下幾句:
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all
…
And if by chance that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love